將自己的生命與舞蹈之間的歷程寫出來, 跟更多的人分享
past few years , poet ZhōngYúnRú always courage me
share my experience about my dance and life to more people
很多人看我, 總覺得很多事對我來說, 好像都很容易
a lots of people always felt , it seem easy for me on many things
其實, 我也曾走過很鞎辛的路
很多也還是正在行進之中
內心的血淚交織 , 外人是難以能理解與想像
in fact , I was pass many difficult statuation
many of them are still presenting
you can not imaging how my heart bleeding
and how many tears falling
成了舞者, 投身劇場, 是一個生命裡美麗的意外
Just , I choice positive vision look at it
became a dancer , invovlement dance theater ,it's a beauty twist in my life
但自從七歲那年意外的折斷了右手
就再也沒有跳躍起我小小的身體
在那之後
父親與母親, 培養我走音樂與修習禪思的路
but I never jump my tiny little body
after my right arms broken when I was 7 years old .
my parents focus couture me on music and Zen after that accident
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每每回家和媽媽哭訴
她總是說: 那妳就和自己好就好了
當年小小的我聽來,真是一個亳無安慰又殘忍的回答
my classmate always refuse be my friends
because my right arm's scare and strange angle
every time I cried and told my mother
she always answered : then you just be your own friend will be fine .
it is a answer so cruel and no comfort at all
但這卻是她歷經飲水冷暖,只有自己知道的收穫
它是一個真實的道理, 卻又難以實際做到的道理
but it is a experience after she path her difficult life
it is a truth , a truth difficult to make it
心, 總是渴求溫暖的擁抱
it always need soft comfort
it always need worm tied hug
for our heart
在舊金山的生活, 是另一個不在人生計劃內的轉折點
飛行的前一晚, 房間的鑰匙莫名的斷在鑰匙孔裡
機票,護照和行李, 都被鎖在裡頭
父親還很沈重的說, 冥冥之中你阿公不讓你走, 你還是別去吧
但為了可能的幸福, 我還是選擇了飛
The life in San Francisco , was another dromatic devolpment
it was not on my life agenda
the night before my flight ,
my room key broken on key hole without reasons
my flight ticket , luggage , passport all lucked in there
my father even request me cancel the plane , he can felt my grandpa don't want let me leave from heaven
but for possible happiness future , I still choice took the flight .
這一飛, 意外的打開了, 心裡最沈痛的記憶與感情
意外的歷經曲折而走到陽光絢暖的青草地
開始明白我的人生
it bring me touched my deeply memories and emotion in my heart
experience unbelievable twist without expecting
then leading me lay down on soft grass and enjoy the sun
it let me understood who I am
because this trip .
也不再害怕, 帶著我曲折的身體
站在舞台上
I was not afraid disable situation form my arm anymore
I was not afraid dance on stage with my broken arm anymore
一路上的每一位恩師, 教導我該如何面對我自己的每一份悲傷
each mentor training me , how to face each sorrow on my own
on my path
我和我的影子做了最好的朋友
my shadow became my best friend
永遠, 都不要放棄
懷抱著希望!
Don't give up the hope on your inner , Forever !
0.9439的貝里珠
獻給每一位, 生命裡有著深刻的你
dedicate my first book 0.9439's Baily's beads
to each one whom has vicissitudes
